世间的感情莫过于两种：一种相濡以沫却厌倦至死，一种相忘江湖却怀念到哭
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变了
2004-02-02
2003年9月2日 
晴朗 
星期 二 
变了 作者/忘�r的�R把几个硕大的箱子搬到二楼已经让我断了中气似的，但是我还是接着机动把电脑装好。咝的一声，我按下了主机的按钮，也许是经久不用的电脑发出一阵怪异的启动声，让这个使我有点憋闷而充满暗黄的房间有了一点动态的感觉。
我不喜欢暗黄色的灯光，阴郁而压抑，但是我也觉得白芷的灯光过于明亮，盈余而缺乏神秘，也许我还在找一种适合我的光。习惯地在我键盘上敲打是一件很舒服的事情，就像你人性化地和她说话，她把你想说的反馈给你。滴滴滴，QQ的响声又给这个屋里增添了一种声音。虽然还是那个老版本，但我甚至可以从闪动的头像知道大概是谁给我留言了。没有她的，很正常，对于她来说只是时间普普通通的推移了20多个小时而已，而对于我,空间变了，时间变了，心情变了，我的黑夜当然就是你的白天，我还不至于倒时差倒地神志不清。
明明是睡不着，思念在思绪里曝光…… -
突然换季
2004-02-02
2003年9月1日 晴朗 星期 一 突然换季 作者/忘�r的�R当空姐用麦克风提醒我飞机还有若干分钟就要降落的时候，我惊奇的发现我这将近20个小时的长途中竟然没有睡着，我拨动了一下飞机上发的毛毯，起身稍微挪了挪已经有点下滑的身体，继续望着窗外……城市的霓虹已经显得有点刺眼，我突然想拼命想起我回去时飞机快降落的心情，没有结果，我只记起了我妈在机场说我黑黑的，怏怏的。睡醒多次的c终于最后一次醒了，飞机也在颠簸中徐徐下降。
推着车，迎面接收了的好友的握手，他们头发不出所料的修长了，对机场的道路也熟门熟路似的，我真的不由想起如果我不回国会不会和他们一样，是否也会那么的洒脱。自动开启的门刷的一下拉开，带进来一阵我久违的冷风，我甚至后退了几步，也许是这阵风告诉了我你还没有真正准备好回来，你的世界已经突然换季。我双手捂着双臂，我承认自己的思绪没有像和行李一样简单的带回来，我还想让夜风在多清醒我一次的时候，朋友让我躲进了车里。随着他猛地一踩油门，我惯性地往后退，心也像被一扯，这种强制让我措手不及……
张智成 换日线 -
Growing up
2004-02-02
Probably the fate destine me as a anchorless man although I really hate moving. I went back to my city and enter a well-known high school. At the beginning, I felt a little bit disappointed at my new class. But as the time passed, I felt better because I had a number of new friends who are from different places actually. They are so nice like a get-together group, we talked and knew more each other; we studied together and sharing the funny stories and interest in common; predicting our futures whatever we even donot how mature we are like our age and how much property and qualification we own.
brother & meDuring this tense and key time of preparing for entrance examination to university, we tried to squeeze the spare time to relax. Maybe I not studied enough or I felt my ability not to equal to my ambition day by day, I chose a different way that is more and more popular currently in China although I am not a man who prefer living a better life abroad excessively. I made a decision to go abroad for studying eventually.
No doubt studying abroad is another significant beginning for me!! Compared with the starting with a curious and nervous mood, right now I am getting to used to live here. Of course, there are still a lot of fresh things here to me and I have plenty of things to learn absolutely necessarily. I have several shortcomings even I realize myself. I am lazy. If my inertia come out, I donot want to do anything; I am not brave and ambitious enough. As a man, I should become more daring and foresighted necessarily; I have to study harder, I have to forget some ridiculous notion, I have to be more mature and independent^^^^^^Anyway, I am on my own way.
Written by Eric
2/2003
小虎队 蝴蝶飞呀 -
Growing up
2004-02-02
I, an ordinary boy, nothing special, have a warm heart and sense of humour, thats it!
As the matter of fact, I was born in a traditional family in China, the members in my family either are teachers or officials who accept the good education. So I was lucky and proud of my family!
My beautiful mom is holding laughing me
I remember I was a naughty boy in my childhood, usually made mistakes and made teachers both happy and embarrassed. But I spent my the time in the secondary school as an excellent student from my instinct. I found I so was very cautious at times and can do some tasks that the other guys can not do. Sometimes I also made some stupid mistakes because of my incaution.
I became more sensitive and impressed from my junior high school. Actually I even didnot know how much capability I could own as time passed. As my mother told me that I have distinctive personality that both has advantage and disadvantage. But one thing is certain that I have many sincere friends all the time due to my popularity. An interest about sports and music formed from then on.
During the junior school life, all of classmates spent peaceful days and struck up a deep relationship each other and teachers. After the period of estrangedness nearly three years when we chose the different ways in high school, now in surprise to me, these friends get closer again and contact one another more frequently! I am so happy to see it!
The time in grade one in my high school is the most memorable life for me. Because of my not enough scores to a good class in the senior school, I went to a school in another city nearby my hometown. There, lots of surprised happenings took place to me. While it influenced me more or less, I also learned so many things I never known from these experience.
Besides, I made so many sincere friends who even treat me well even as a guest; I saw the pretty poor guys from countryside studying really hard by my own eyes that I cannot imagined before; I met my first love which told me what the real love should be; that is my first time to live in dormitory with the other guys; I realized how important the position of family in our deep heart because I sometimes felt lonely and unassisted very much far from my home^^^^^^I cannot remember exactly everything I ever had. This period is truly benefic for me and I never regret going and studying here!
Written by Eric
2/2003
